As far as I know she’s a lot happier without me

Reblogged from Dreaming While Awake

The only woman that follows me now is Ms.fortune

As I crawl away Life stomps down on my spine and reminds me that my life is meaningless

Although I hear the support of my friends I am still alone. I am defeated I have no strength to rise, I lost everything that ever mattered to me. I have nothing. there is no hope for me. I apologize to all those that I hurt and only seek to understand their and share their pain but alas I am to weak to shoulder my own so please forgive me for I have failed.

A peaceful world is one where I don’t exist, Everyone would be happier that way  

love is the poison life injects in our veins while happiness is the illusion that distracts us

The heart and mind are bastard organs only longing for their own pain

Can’t get my mind out of those memories

I just want to burn